Tuesday, September 30, 2014


Listen to this Milo album. I don't have much to say but I have written a lot. I would like to share a little of my writing with you.

Consume me. Whole.
That is the only way
I am effective.

My element fire
but I am complete
by water.

This is where I am
light enough to float
the way I am supposed to
float like smoke.

Magick trick
with a saw.
You never see.
It is only an illusion.

Which part
would you like to know?
either way..
I am still crammed
into a box.

Birds gathering in flocks.
Their wings clipped.
minds being sipped.
hearts being ripped.

I drink to entire Reservoir.
it holds me.
Does that make it holy?
listening to the words
you told me.

I am turning blue
my blood runs cold

I am the kind of metal
you can't fold.
The person you love
to hold.
waiting around until
I mold.

The only thing
that makes me smile
is light.

Not the kind we
control by power.
but the kind that shines
to break the night.

Behind my eyes
I take flight.
I soar through
the stars.
my home base is mars.

More glorious
than a field of flowers.
I hold myself
higher than towers.
When I cry
we call it the may showers.

If you can only see
what you wish to beleive
the magick trick
is exactly how you wish
to decieve.

The whole wide world
is illuminated
by the sun.
so you know
where to run.

Every one together
makes a higher
form of god.
The one where we
control our fate.
Where we eliminate
all forms of hate.

Believe in Love and life
not hate and fear.
This message has
remained clear.

Consume me. Whole.
This is how we nurture our gifts.
This is how the weight lifts.
This is how the world shifts.

Remove the myths.
Shaken sturred lines.
Down the hatch.

Love yourself.
Love your world.

This is the heat that will make you sleep.
The memories you long to keep.

Thursday, September 18, 2014

A Little About A Lot

All my life people have told me to smile more. I never really took their advice. I shrugged it off and acted like what they said wasn't serious. Lately I have been reconsidering how I responded to some one saying that to me. Why would I ever shrug off people wanting to see me happy? That seems silly right?

Never stop listening.

You don't have to take action on what you hear but be active with your ears. A lot of the time, even if you don't wantto hear it, the advice you are given, even from strangers, is really helpful.  It has not been until recently I realized how TRUE this statement is!


In fact I should smile all the time. I am a happy person.

I have a coworker I admire because she is always light. She is always smiling. She is always cheerful. I enjoy being around her because of that. I can feel it is sincere too. Today while we worked together I told her that I admire her and asked how she smiles all the time. Her response was so obvious. We have ALL heard it before in some way or another.

"you put your smile on with your clothes"

I love it. I promise to put my smile on tomorrow and not take it off. There is no reason not to smile when life is with you. I am alive therefore I am happy. There is no need for the heavy emotions to rule when there is so much to be happy about.

Getting older and moving out into the world on your own can spark a lot of raw emotions you never thought you had. It can also make you realise things about yourself that you may not like or know were habits.

Being constrctively critical of yourself is important if you are trying to achieve something. No one is perfect but we know what we want to look like, do and achieve. I have been taking many steps to better myself in the last couple weeks. I love myself and want to grow into who I dream of being. I have many goals and know I can't stay the same if I want to grow.

The power of your mind is impressive. If you can think it, you can do it.

This is the truth.

Wednesday, September 3, 2014

Stand Out

Most of the time I feel like I stand out an absurd amount. I know this is because creative people are a little different butl, it makes me a bit anxious. I have always been shy. So a lot of looking in my general direction is enough to make me turn red.

On top of being shy, I am clumsy! It is not a good combination. I am the first to spill a drink in someones lap or fall backwards from my chair to the floor. So. Awkward. Naturally my contradicting habits and personality leave me with a lot of stares and heat rushing to my face.

I blush.

A lot.

No matter how clumsy or shy, I am not afraid to try anything. I know how to laugh at myself instead of taking myself too seriously. This is a really good habit to hold onto. Be able to laugh at your mistakes or when you are upset about something. This may seem like  hard habit to keep but if you just slow down before the emotions kick in you can save yourself from a lot of wasted time.

No matter how calm I try to be there is always room for error and I will admit some times my emotions still get the best of me. Know that it is also OKAY to mess up if you can fess up to it and apologize.

This is a concept my new job has been constantly reminding me of. Accountability. Holding yourself accountable for the things you say and do. This is a really hard thing to do, even when it is small. Being honest and admitting to your faults will get you a whole lot farther than playing the blame game or lying. This is my advice, you play the game how you want to. We learn faster from living than we do from listening anyway.

This weeks look is a sporty but rock n roll combination. Playing with the height and fit of the chrome greek goddess dress I found at forever 21. I tied up the bottom to show off the boots and shorten the length. When I hit the closet to get dressed I am thinking of ways to wear the clothes I have different ways.